Bleak.

Entrepreneurship Selection, fail.

Dota Challenge, fail.

Everything else, as good as dead.





there's nothing more that i want, or that i can say.

as if you'd take heed, as if you'd care.




If we are empowered by our dear God to love, filled to the brim with His love so we can empty, give it to the ones around us,

then why do you even have to try so hard?




maybe you're right. it could be just me, too complicated, too hard to comprehend, enigmatic, warped way of thinking.

is that a mistake, that God made something out of nothing deep inside of me?

a passion that grew for someone from the fire for God and evangelism that is mistaken?




nah can't be bothered.

why type so much on a blog entry?

As bleak as life can be right now,

i'll find my own way.