Heart-cuffed.

I'm a contradiction, just like everyone else.

i dare to be bold to say, simply because i'm a victim of love just like you.

the people in whom are involved may be different for each and everyone of us, together with personalities and perspectives, but one thing we can all see in unison - love hurts.

to fend off hurts and pain with one's life; to shed blood, sweat and tears to protect you; to give you all of one's heart, together with everything else to support you. the meaning of the chinese character for love.

even if things will never work out between us.
even if it requires inconvenience and sacrifice from me.
even if everything that i've done is useless or insignificant.
even if there is no supposed "mutual chemistry".
even if we're to be just normal friends forever.
even if it's not worth any bit of me.

i'll not regret loving you.

but even if you'd know how much i really mean when i actually say this, what use is there?

it's not as though you're gonna do something about it. even if you can't it's ok. one cannot love to order.



the need to keep to all that i've said, is somewhat killing me.

the hurt exacerbates when i have to deny myself, impossible dreams and wishful hopes.

the hurt exacerbates whenever i'd have to be strong for you to depend on.

the hurt exacerbates when i have to wish the best for you, when it's the end for me.


love is asking whether you want or you do not want.
love is asking whether you're willing or not.
simple as that.
if ever for a moment you think that someone is not worth your love, think again.
cuz i ain't any worth it either.

a mutual want and will. keep it simple, to keep it alive.

take care, pal.
an honour to be yours too.