Waiting Sign.

can one ever be in control over their own time? Our time, is our responsibility.

waiting for so long. deep down inside.

time given to others, others taking away the time that's left of me.

why did it have to be taken away, on that sunday out of all days.

the whole day was cold, no difference to the other passing days. the warmth of your hand came to mine, but it left the moment life flowed through my skin.

Time, is a gift from God. He's a balanced God, splitting it into 2 intervals, night and day, and 24 hours, and so forth.

Time won't grow, and neither would it shrink.

We're in control of it, and not letting time set the pace for you.

do think through about all the things that you've been doing if you ever said you don't have enough time for something. there's no one to blame but yourself.

time with close friends and family, or newly found acquaintances? too much of something is never good, but if we love, this is one responsibility we have to do. it ain't the past that built a relationship, but the present time, and the experiences shared together, that nurtures the bonding, allowing it to grow healthily.

if you don't feel like going out with those who asked you, reply them promptly and genuinely.. true friends won't bug you when a firm answer is given. but don't mismanage your time to things or others who are of less importance or significance in your life. the contradiction not only confuse, put to anger, but hurt and disappoint those who have been putting their waiting sign for you.

the feeling of being cheapened, disregarded, and going on any further equates to some serious healing required.

we try to understand, but when understanding fails, there's only so much one's love can hang on to it.

but if i truly love you, i'd do what is right, not for me, but for you, and for those around you.

relationship problems and breakdowns major around 1 cause: Lack of or wrong communication. learning to relate properly is not easy, but life is much easier than you can ever imagine so long as you try.

Watches are probably one of the best gifts to give. not only it ingrains the importance of cherishing the gift itself, but also the value of irreversible, but controllable time. hey, the time on the watch is set by you, not the other way round.

What an intro huh? it's a continuation from my previous thoughts actually.

long day today. met Baldovin to bring him to Auntie Helen for a hairdo.

then to Commonwealth to meet Chin Wen (long lost cousin =/); she wanna accompany me to Alexandra Hospital.

Met up with Daniel Stephen (D.S.) at the clinic and goodness his stitches gave me goosebumps.

-_- i hope his leg can recover soon..

we had a good and nice long chat at Sakae.. i really have to say, i didn't know how much i missed him until we met haha. sigh. but felt better already, for we managed to make time for each other despite our busy-ness. our total bill was 45 cents lmao (vouchers hehe) and it felt so weird handing the cashier a coin after whatever we've eaten >.<

Met up with the gang later on, then met my mum, Pris and her parents at some pub.

not bad for a first time trip. haha..

considering that there's KTV there, together with cards and stuff, it ain't a bad place to chill out eh? more relaxing than arcade and LAN that's for sure.

Drank quite a bit, but still sober. if not how'd i blog? guess the alcohol smoothened my trail of thoughts.

Will be busy with Mid Years and Usher Ministry. didn't know they were so short-handed.

till we (whoever you may be) meet again, it'll be just me, Teddy, 'lil Tatty, Stitch, and Abba Father.

Listening ears and company in bad times are still open. i know my priorities. hopefully. =/

Take care, God bless all.

A more straightforward post today; must've been the mugs. Do you like it this way or not? leave a comment..