Renewal.

Hi guys,



It's been a while since i blogged properly.



But anyway, i'm gonna change the entire blog for good.. this one is beyond repair already..







You know something about honesty?



it's one of the hardest things to express vividly. Whether you need to or not.



It's either people cannot take the truth, unwilling to face it, or fear the consequences of it all.



Living in a life of cover-ups, lies and fake emotions.



I wasn't like this before, not until i started to deny the true conditions of my heart.



it just got worse, out of hand totally, and when you've lost it all it's already too late to apologize.







but it's all alright now.. i hope..

letting time heal the hurts, wounds and broken hearts.

i'm sorry, for those in whom i've hurt, those in whom i love and cherish the most.

the road to be a better man is not easy, but i'm not giving up.

life hasn't changed;

my spoilt sister rots worse to the core each day,

assignments and school stuff overrun me so quickly that i'm not sure if i can catch up.

i seriously do not know how to describe this lifestyle of mine.. but if i were to take a video of my everyday life, i'm hardly with somebody.

i can ask, and keep asking, but i figure that i'll end up as a pest.

quite screwed up.



i'm different. my life's different. thus how i live my life, has got to be different too? apart and separate from the norms of others?

so much more to say, but i'll just stop here for the time being.

i need to learn how to speak directly. =)

take care all.

* Nice to see you again Sheeny! Sorry, wasn't feeling very good the other saturday.. Cya Soon!