Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Red.

my head burns every evening.

i cannot seem to adapt to the cold-then-hot-then-cold environment,

needless to say OTs, and the matrix of Excel sheets.



Seeking rest.

waiting for it.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Moving on.

isn't life much of a headache when opposites collide?

in a land of vast space, they long for closeness.
in a tiny island of ours, they wish for nothing but space.

in a place with few inhabitants, they desire intimacy,
in a densely populated crowd, distance is all that matters.

some long for company,
while some are already full of it.

some don't want to be alone everyday,
while some are just dying to have a day off on their own.

some people just can't stop putting you down,
when they're given the chance to do it in a tactful way.

some people are just numb to the nay-says of life,
just wondering to themselves why they're so blind to their own flaws.

some are angry, sad, and dissatisfied with the person for who he is now,
always wanting more, wanting to make it better.

some only realise that that one person is already so good so special,
but only too late, when he's lost, and surrounded by blocks of wood and stone.

some people see bad happenings as an opportunity for the better future,
to improve to repair and to fortify.

but some see it as an ending,
a closure, a resignation to fate that it's just meant to be that way forever.

endless comparisons, differing perspectives,
about life, about love.

is one always right all the time? why some have a predominant factor in their way of thinking?
when it comes to the grey areas of life, there's always bound to be a loser.



we are all so different, yet the same.



you never know how great it is to feel until you know numbness.

you never know how great warmth is until you've felt sub-zero chill.

you never know how great friends are, until you've lost them all.

you never know how glorious day is, until you've seen the darkest of nights.



you never know how good it feels to be your loved one,
until you're left with nothing but memories.



when life seems to bog you down everyday,

take a look behind, not at the unhappy times,

but the happy, enjoyable, unforgettable moments.

soak yourself, immerse deep into it once again,

open up your eyes, and tell yourself "life's been great."




you may not be going through bright times now,
but you made them happen before.

you may not have a smile on your face now,
but you have painted them gleefully on the faces of others.

you may not feel loved now,
but you have tasted it before, and shared it, seeing it grow.

you may not feel strong now,
but you know you've been so before, and you can do it again.



what does it mean to move on?

what are your views about this?

what is your meaning of it?

what if you have no answer to this question?



one can't relive the past anymore i suppose.

there's only so much one can do, i suppose.

but anyway, i don't really care because i can't and don't know how to.

life, had been great. period.

no matter what the future beholds,

just "move on".